Euthanasia-Nephilim

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Ever met a real country girl? Well you're looking at one. I certainly don't always show it, and I love a lot of things/there are a lot of things about me that aren't country. But in my heart and the way I live, I'm a true southern girl.

From my cowboy boots to my down-home roots. From the songs I play to the hell I raise. That's how I was born and raised, and I aint afraid to stay that way. I hang out by the bonfire with the rednecks and their jacked up trucks, just havin a good old time. Kickin it in the sticks is where it's at. I'm a tan-legged Juliet. I'm proud to wear camo and the confederate flag. I have my daddy's mouth and my momma's heart. I bust my ass and make my own money to get myself the things I want. Nothing has ever been handed to me that I didn't work for on my own. I work harder every day of my life than even most of the men I know.

I love to dance and I love to flirt, and I aint afraid of a little dirt. I'll ride a horse over a bike any day, and I'll choose a good truck over any car. I know what home-grown REALLY means. I like my shirt un-tucked and I don't like to fight but I ain't scared to bleed.I hold my ground and stand up for who I am, the choices I make, and who my friends are. I'll give everything I got to help those I love, and if you fuck with them, you're fucking with me.

On the contrary, I love all things dark, morbid, and deep. I'm a passionate writer and I will go far in life with it. I write like Edgar Allan Poe, and he is my number one idol. I love darkness and solitude, and find Gothic culture and fashion intriguing. I research the strangest things at times, and strive every single day to be as original and unique as I possibly can be. I will ALWAYS keep you on your toes and no one can quite figure me out, because once they do, something changes and they have to try again.

Yes I'm vulnerable and emotional and in those ways, I'm a typical woman, but I don't let it break me. I often forget it, but I'm one of the strongest people I know, and many have told me the same. Until you're close to me, you know my name, not my story, so don't pretend like you do. And before you think you know it all, or talk shit, think twice because I guarantee you don't know half of what I've been through. And if you did, it would change everything.

I'm a Beautiful Monstrosity, a Gorgeous Nightmare, and a Satanic Angel.
I love to write and it's my biggest passion.
My writing comes first in my life. Deal with it.
Love me for all of who I am, or don't love me at all.
I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. You choose.
I believe in fate and destiny, and that everything happens for a reason.
I worry about anything and everything, and something is always on my mind.
I'm an optimist but also a pessimist, depending on the situation.
I live my own life. Not the one everyone wants me to live.
I'm very ambitious and one way or another WILL achieve all of my goals.
I'm very open and will tell you anything and everything you wanna know. Just ask.
I believe that age is just a number, and it means absolutely nothing.
I am definitely a bitch. Please don't hold it against me.
I don't deal with petty bullshit, liars, games, or pussies. Flat out.
Don't try me because you won't like the results.
I'm very cocky and full of myself but I'm like that in confidence.
I still wish on shooting stars. Even though they never come true.
I'm a lover but when I need to be... I can be a hell of a fighter.
I don't care what people think of me. It's their choice to judge and I know the truth.
I know who I am, where I've been, and where I'll go in my life.
You can love me or leave me alone. That's how it is.
I'm not perfect and I don't ever want to be. ♥